The Girl in the Golden Mask

by Sidney Chase

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released October 9, 2015

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Track Name: Good as New
I wanna be a hundred feet high
in the air with the mountain
gotta move like a butterfly
or your gonna get stung
I don't possess the means
to skip scene by scene
yeah, I gotta live it out
I can't' judge what I don't know
sans expérience
you think you process time
but you're still linear
peel your eyes wide open
you'll have a better view
you ignore the past
and call it good as new

is it really enough to get by on heaven
and heaven alone
is it a leech in your body
rotting your bones

I wanna be unplugged
take a fire to my fingertips
the sun dies on another day
another curse on my lips
you are not the only color in this lens
you are not the only color in this lens
I can't' judge what I don't know
sans expérience
you think you process time
but you're still linear
peel your eyes wide open
you'll have a better view
you ignore the past
and call it good as new
Track Name: Old Devils
I don't care where you run to
I don't care what devils do to you
you can light up a scorn and leave it out

there's something hateful inside of you

I fold the edge under the pressure
turn my eyes to white snow blind
when it all caves in together
you can feel it all fall in
Track Name: Devoted
got no head
got no spine
devil ain't no friend of mine
got no space
to misbehave
i'm tired of digging graves

devoted to you
devoted

got no hope
got to soul
living in the wake
if i deny
what i have seen
do i participate
and we discover
the truth when we dig deep enough
to uncover
what we benefitting from

devoted to you
devoted

hate whatever you like
I won't let you win
Track Name: Tomorrow Never Comes
i'm busted
I don't have my half of the rent
don't give me attitude
shit I think I'm at it again
i think it's been awhile
since i've had any friends
I've been adjusted
it doesn't make any sense

woah
it doesn't make any sense

They took my lighter again
I think I need to write my name on it
it may be innocent
but they still a game on it
like a hunter with a cigarette
near a fire when you're soaking wet
the people smile as the token waves
when hell turns up they look the other way

woah
it doesn't make any sense

spare my life
for what i've done
carve my body
open slowly
don't let me leave
i'll be here
Track Name: Honest(Feat. Joe Marquez)
i'm not your joke
I'm not your giddy up and go around girl
i'm not your exemption to the rule
if you're willing to bend it,

i'm gonna be honest
cause now i'm gonna be honest
and keep my nose clean
and now I'll be a better bitch than I ever was
and i'll do it all just because
i'm not your giddy up and go around girl
i'm not your giddy up and go around girl
be honest, just be honest
and i'm gonna let you go

don't waste your time
i'm not that sorry for; pitiful girl
my life's no costumed lifted show
if you only peered closer
'm gonna be honest
cause now i'm gonna be honest
and keep my nose clean
and now I'll be a better bitch than I ever was
and i'll do it all just because
i'm not your giddy up and go around girl
i'm not your giddy up and go around girl
be honest, just be honest
and i'm gonna let you go


no words escape my lips,
I know what goes on here
I know I fucked things up,
at least I came to terms
Bet I won't apologize no more
cause things are don't
I won't let you cripple me with your guilt
i'm not perfect and you sure aren't
cause now

I'm gonna be honest
cause now i'm gonna be honest
and keep my nose clean
and now I'll be a better bitch than I ever was
and i'll do it all just because
i'm not your giddy up and go around girl
i'm not your giddy up and go around girl
be honest, just be honest
and i'm gonna let you go
Track Name: Two Moons(Feat. Jeremy Gloff)
give to the sun
to the light years
that we still trail so behind
bribe with the bone
of your lover
of another human kind
and you just keep sucking me in
and you just keep bringing me back to you
and I can't pay for the water
(the water)

ooooh I wanna be your lover
ooooh I wanna be your lover
ooooh I wanna be your lover
ooooh I wanna be your lover

take from the moon
the reflection of the face you left behind
Cry on the ashes of a love
From another place and time
And it just keeps sucking me in
And it just keeps bringing me back to you
Can’t find you in the water (the water)

ooooh I wanna be your lover
ooooh I wanna be your lover
ooooh I wanna be your lover
ooooh I wanna be your lover

look at you stomping down the street
with your cigarette
look at you turning every head
can you feel it yet?
look at you stomping down the street
with your cigarette
(you won’t let anybody find you)
look at you turning every head
can you feel it yet?
(I can’t find you)
why can’t anybody find you?
Track Name: Wake You Up
Another day I wake up
and I got my tongue all tied
I think that I can make it
I think i'm gonna be alright
it never meant to fall apart
it's like you're blind on purpose
we're all just dust and stars
shiny and worthless

wherever I go
whatever I say
you'll be right there blocking me
always standing in my way
I'm no mountain mover
i'm only a human being
if you expect me to crumble
then you'd better try again
i'm never gonna wake you up
I'm never gonna wake you up

rustle in the distance
I can feel my prey nearby
and if you can listen
you can hear the babies cry
hear them how they beg for life
hear them how they're all brand new
I could never take a life
then again i'm not like you
Track Name: The Girl in the Gold Mask(Feat. Vita E)
I tried to wait,
I didn't' have the guts to bury her
for my mistakes
No, it wasn't what she deserved
now it's too late, to change who I am
bless up, bless up
bless up, god damn

You can antagonize, but I refuse to participate
and play your games
you can degrade but we all know you're
played out anyway
I say this tame,
and I wear a gold mask
baby solid gold is hard to break,
so what I wear a gold mask
and I refuse to assimilate

I decorate it with the broken mirror's glass
it's hard to fake a smile just to pass
the things we hate, never gonna let em' go
fess up, fess up
fess up, tell me everything you know

You can antagonize, but I refuse to participate
and play your games
you can degrade but we all know you're
played out anyway
I say this tame,
and I wear a gold mask
baby solid gold is hard to break,
so what I wear a gold mask
and I refuse to assimilate

what if I was different?
(what if i was different?)

yo, when you looking at me ,
you see what I want you to see
twenty four karat life with a crack in my smile
buried indefinitely
gotta go it alone, it can never be shown
my paper tears, my heart of glass,
my soul of stone, hiding within,
in imagery that has been, a carefully played facade
waving a grin, make imaginary friends,
say i'm alright with god
when you looking at me
it's impossible to see,
that the mask I wear
is only hiding what is left of me

You can antagonize, but I refuse to participate
and play your games (what is left of me?)
you can degrade but we all know you're
played out anyway
I say this tame, (what is left of me?)
and I wear a gold mask
baby solid gold is hard to break, (what is left of me?)
so what I wear a gold mask
and I refuse to assimilate
(what is left of me?)
Track Name: Crude Grave(Feat. Ryan Frisone)
seven days and seven nights
sleeping in the void
we never live and we never die
a heaven to avoid
i don't wanna make you sad
I don't wanna make you sad

we get killed and thrown away
into the void
we get killed and thrown away
into the void

I just can't see another name.
fall into the dark
can't you see it's not a game.
it's homicidal to the heart
i don't wanna make you sad
I don't wanna make you sad

we get killed and thrown away
into the void
i don't wanna make you sad
I don't wanna make you sad

I don't wanna make you sad
but we're dying out there
and all we really want is
to be happy in our skin

(I don't wanna make you sad )
we're thrown into the void, oh yeah
Track Name: Red Flag
Now I got another red flag
a little voice in my head
telling me i'm not as beautiful
and that i'd rather be her instead
I don't want to isolate you
but I'm already on my own
if any of it means anything
I don't wanna go alone

oh I don't wanna be alone
oh I don't wanna be alone
oh I don't wanna be alone
it's the cost of being beautiful

level after level
i just stay disheveled
in this world I could revel
they just paint me as a devil
and I try to keep it all one hundred
baby this is murder, ain't no game of who done it
cold assumption you wanna run on
never been through, I gotta go on
it's my life I gotta move on
I gotta move on

somewhere out there I will find myself.
somehow I will find a way to play myself
oh I don't wanna be alone
oh I don't wanna be alone
oh I don't wanna be alone
it's the cost of being beautiful
Track Name: Grey Warden
another star burned out too soon
wake up every day and it don't make sense
teacher of a song that could change my tune
he couldn't make it any more obvious

I don't wanna say goodbye and mean it
I don't wanna say goodbye and mean it
Track Name: Edges
If i'm alone out on the avenue
don't have the guts to stay around here by myself
i'm just a girl out on the avenue
don't got a care inside this heart that I can sell
you don't have to like me
when you look me in the eye
but just give me the respect
to know I tried
if you're full of bullshit
let's just leave it at goodbye
have you looked through your own windows
in your life?

If you don't like all my edges
well then I don't like you
If you don't like all my flaws
well I have nothing to prove
If you don't like all my edges
well then I don't like you
If you don't like all my flaws
well I've got nothing for you,
nothing for you

if I get wasted out on the corner spot
someone will pour me in a cab and take me home
if I get wasted out on the corner spot
someone will pour me on a slab and take my soul
don't have belief
if there's a heaven or a hell
just know i Have
studied atheism well
say you care about me
but you only help yourself
just go to hell,
go to hell
got to hell
just go to hell